Whoo-boy, what a night

After a previous evening of anger, frustration, feelings of betrayal, etc., I had absolute insomnia the entire night. I don't ever remember having such a thing. I spent the whole day just laying around watching old war movies. I think I managed a little shut eye. There is so much on my mind. However, tonight I experienced something tremendous and awesome. With the help of some of my awesome Christian brothers from CCC (Carlos and JR), there was some GREAT conversation with them, my son, and I. I am so much better tonight. I am not naive enough to expect that the magic fairy dust was spread and everything becomes instantly better. However, I am hopeful that at least a seed was planted. It is now up to us and our community to help nourish it.